32 down, a lifetime to go. (Target Field)

The Merriam-Webster dictionary defines "jaded" as

1
:  fatigued by overwork
2
:  made dull, apathetic, or cynical by experience or by having or seeing too much of something

whereas Urban Dictionary goes a little more in depth.

"The end result of having a steady flow of negative experiences, disappointment, and unfulfillment fed into a person where they get to the point where their anger circuits just sort of burn out and they accept disillusionment."

Fatigued, apathetic, cynical, disillusioned, no matter how you define it, sometimes it's hard to make those transitions in life that are necessary from time to time. Now a lot of you may be reading this and shouting inside your head (or out loud) that I have an awful lot of gumption to complain about being jaded from having seen so many wonderful sights in my lifetime, and you're probably right. But I think that in today's world where almost any form of entertainment or sensation is available at the touch of a button, a lot of people are wondering where to get that next fix from, as evidenced by that Merriam-Webster entry being in the top 1% of lookups.

I feel like life goes in phases. I've always loved travel, and I've been fortunate enough to be able to make my dreams come true multiple times now. I should be proud of that, because a lot of people's dream destinations stay just that for their whole lives. I started this journey eight years ago, with a harebrained idea that hey, I love baseball and I love travel, let's see all the ballparks! It has basically ruled my travel plans since then. The trips designed themselves, it was just a matter of taking the time off of work and booking a couple of things. Now that my dream is complete, I find myself in a similar situation as I was eight years ago.

When I was in school, I was entranced by the pictures of "Guernica" that were in my textbooks. The raw emotion and power that were in even the small prints spoke to me, and I told myself, one day I will see that in person. Sure enough, shortly before I started this blog I was fortunate enough to go to Spain and one of my first stops was the Museo Thyssen-Bornemisza. As I came around the corner to the room in which it was displayed, the power and emotion radiating off the wall literally knocked me back. It is the only time I can remember that I was moved to tears by a sight. It wasn't just the painting, it was the feeling of having accomplished my dream. That's the feeling that I've been craving since then. I was able to replicate it a few weeks back by visiting Target Field, my final ballpark, but as any junkie will tell you, the first high is always the one you remember and you spend the rest of your life trying to replicate it.

So, I've completed this phase. I've made the turn for home, and now it's time to rest the bones a bit, but the next dream is always a moment away. Except that right now, I don't have any more dreams. Dreams can be a dangerous thing, as they can distract from what the goal really should be, but they're all we have as humans. Without hopes and dreams, there is only darkness and death, and I'm not dead yet.

The next phase will start soon. What it will look like or what it will be, I have no idea. I have been to a couple dozen national parks, and I have about 12 or 13 states left to visit. I enjoy going to parks and hiking, but I can't say it's a dream of mine to visit them all. I also badly want to go back to Europe soon. This blog will keep going. I'll post about some trips I've done in the past, and trips upcoming in the future. I need to rest up some and dream of my next journey. Whatever it is, I'll embark on it with my head held high and you all will be along for the ride.

31 down, 1 to go. (SunTrust Park)

From one of the oldest and crappiest stadiums in the majors to the newest, SunTrust Park. I attended the second game ever in the ballpark, the Braves against the Padres. Still one to go, since this one is brand spanking new.

Because I went so early in the season, the ballpark village planned was not quite filled out yet. About half of the stores were leased and the apartments were not finished yet. There were still parties out on the lawn and plenty of restaurants open though. The vibe was still buzzing, and it's going to be even better once all of the stores are filled out and the apartments are leased. Also, if you get to try the Hopsecutioner Ale, don't give it a pass.

The ballpark itself is really nice, but nothing staggering about it. I think the designers of the next wave of ballparks realize that they can't beat San Francisco, or Pittsburgh, or Baltimore, so the thought is to combine something fresh and modern with a surrounding village that ensures more money comes in and the surrounding area stays hopping well into the night. The ballpark, even though it is in Cobb County, was not too hard to get to (at least from where I was) and parking was easy off of the highway. The hall of fame also had some interesting items and a great tribute to Hank Aaron.

It remains to be seen how the ballpark village concept plays out here and in other possible areas such as Dallas and Oakland, but it isn't off to a bad start. Anything extra that can keep the younger generation coming can't hurt.

30 down, 1 to go. (Oakland Coliseum)

First a little housekeeping. I got tangled up on the count, then looked back and saw that I didn't count Marlins Park as a ballpark down. So, I'm switching up the rules and counting that one retroactively and then adding in this Oakland report. So at the time that I took in an Oakland game, that was my 30th ballpark down and I had one left to go at that time because Atlanta wasn't open yet.

Whew!

I flew out to Oakland to take in a game a little while back. Yes, the stadium is crap, but it's Oakland's piece of crap. The city takes great pride in its team and I can't wait for the fans to get the stadium that they and the team deserve. Hopefully now that the Raiders are in don't let the door hit you in the ass on the way out mode, this year is the rumor when the new ballpark plans will come out.

The stadium really befits everything that the city is about. It's down and out, but it's theirs, and it's kept up as much as a 50 year old concrete bowl can be. The ambiance is one of the best in the majors, and it's a great feel to take in a game.